So many things going through my head

So many things swirling in my brain that my head hurts. From personal to work, family to friends, fuck buddies to lovers… I am going to have to lay down to get my head back on straight. What to do,_ Jeanette:I tried dating at my university, the gym, where I work retail, even online and guys [...]
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Brenna:
Would those 4 other years still count as like a regular relationship with someone or is it better to be physically together for a few years?
(9 July 2018)

Brenna:
Only reason I'm asking this is because it will be 5 years together but 1 physically.
(9 July 2018)

Brenna:
I already know the place I will propose to her at.
(9 July 2018)

Brenna:
If you say the first option, when should proposal come into play?
(9 July 2018)

Brenna:
With this being said, should I wait a year after we meet for the first time before asking her to move in or should it be a lot longer?
(9 July 2018)

Brenna:
Eventually we will switch and she will spend how ever long she can where I live.
(9 July 2018)

Brenna:
In 4 years, we will finally be able to meet and plan to spend a month with her to make it worth it.
(9 July 2018)

Brenna:
Anyways, I want to know these things.
(9 July 2018)

Brenna:
We are both mature enough to not worry about it.
(9 July 2018)

Brenna:
I'm not going to give our ages because some may find it bad even though we both know if we were in our 20s, it wouldn't matter.
(9 July 2018)