Is this to kinky?

I have this wild idea and hopefully a lady on here will want to help me out.First I have a great guy if you have seen any of my videos he is in them. WOW, awesome is all I can say.Well I want to trea_ Kayleigh:I talk with her whenever I get the chance, but don’t [...]
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Asia:
I'm not scared but I'm just curious if he's interested in seeing me for the same reason I would be interested in seeing him, or he has other intentions. thanks(: in fact I kinda want him to stop writing me because I don't want this to get far.
(4 January 2018)

Kai:
He just doesnt want that, he tells me a million times he only wants me and would marry me yesterday.
(4 January 2018)

Kai:
I love him emotionally, but I really do want him to be with someone he deserves.
(4 January 2018)

Kai:
I agree with you, Im just in denial.
(4 January 2018)

Gene:
What's wrong with some guys?
(4 January 2018)

Gene:
So I'm in my room crying right now because I liked him and I feel super used and idk how to get over that right now.
(4 January 2018)

Gene:
I feel stupid I wouldn't have slept with him had I known that and I think he knows that.
(4 January 2018)

Gene:
I text him about an hour later and then he tells me he's to busy for a relationship.
(4 January 2018)

Gene:
I'm in his car and he's driving me home the next morning and everything seemed ok I kissed him goodbye blah blah blah.
(4 January 2018)

Gene:
We're alone in his house and I probably shouldn't have been there to begin with, anyway we had sex.
(4 January 2018)