Female led relationship?

Im a 41 yr old white male living in Dallas Texas looking for that one woman. Confident and secure in her own skin, non judgmental, awesome sense of humor, sexual, sensual, passionate, motivating and inspiring, honest, loyal, faithful and respectful. God fearing is a plus Can dress up, wear lingerie,or wear t-shirts and jeans. Not [...]
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Melia:
I've also gotten gut feelings telling me to keep away.
(9 January 2017)

Melia:
I've avoided her because she's got a boyfriend whom she's been with for years and I don't like dating co workers anyway.
(9 January 2017)

Amie:
Why does my family laugh at me?
(9 January 2017)

Amie:
Should I just ignore them for the time being until college is over and im financially stable enough to support myself?
(9 January 2017)

Amie:
Should i consider moving out as soon as possible?
(9 January 2017)

Amie:
I thought I'd have the support from my family, but they are just as bad as the irrelevant strangers that mock my appearance as I walk past them on the street around campus.
(9 January 2017)

Amie:
My dad keeps telling me that he's not laughing at me, but merely smiling at my presence (as lame as that sounds). I'm 19 years old and these breaks from college are killing me.
(9 January 2017)

Amie:
I've told them that the behavior their exhibiting is extremely rude and uncalled for, but they will not stop.
(9 January 2017)

Amie:
Ironically, my dad and sister laugh right at my face whenever I come back from break.
(9 January 2017)

Amie:
They constantly tell me that I'm being paranoid and brush the issue as if it's trivial.
(9 January 2017)